| i find it really easy to be negative.
lately, the majority of my thoughts have been negative. i feel like i have no social life.
when do i actually go out with friends and do stuff?
not often.
why?
for many reasons.
many reasons that just make me upset.
but who cares?
that's another thing. basically, i just want to leave new ulm. i want to start over. sometimes, i feel like i want to forget everything and everyone here. there are only a few people here that have been true friends. actually, maybe only two. and one isn't even here anymore. it sucks feeling inferior. it sucks being excluded. it sucks only being good enough sometimes. it sucks staying home and then finding out later that your "friends" were all together. but, hey, don't fret. don't say you're sorry. you're not. you're happy the way things are. i've read it, i've seen it, i've heard it. i know it. |
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| You're gonna miss this
You're gonna want this back
You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast
These are some good times
So take a good look around
You may not know it now
But you're gonna miss this thinking about graduation is kind of sad.
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| This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending Looking back, I admit, I was being a bitch.
I should have given it a chance.
But you turned me down and continue to do so.
At least I didn't ever ignore you.
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| before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
another sun soaked season fades away. . . i miss doing nothing.
but i have to do something to get where i want to go. |
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| ..but i do believe everything happens for a reason. These words can,
Cannot express the feelings for you
And these words, these simple words
Cannot explain, the pain im going through
How do i find the way out now?
If it's hidden behind you
How do i escape if i can't,
I can't get over you
We had everything
But you had to go and throw it all away
And now i'll take this love
I'll take your fake false love
And forget how i feel today Joey Hendrickson lyrics. |
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